Fit to be knit(ting)

And I’m not apparently. If anything, my adventures in knitting so far have taught me I don’t know how to count nor connect the dots as to what I do wrong when I make an obvious mistake.

My little practice square – in which I took different stitches out for a ride – looks like a potholder made by a kindergartener. A demented kindergartener. Trying out a scarf now in a ribbed pattern. Only had to rip it apart and start over twice now. And it still has issues although they are getting fewer as I go along. Sheesh.

That’s just motorcycle drool

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Oh my. I would never have thought I would say this but I have my eye on a Harley. A Fat Boy Lo to be specific. Test rode one the other day and I just really liked how it felt. Not to mention how handy that sixth gear would be at highway speeds that normally vibrate me to death.

Trying to decide if I just stick with what I have (which needs a paint job regardless) or go ahead and make the switch. Decisions, decisions.

(it would help if the bike actually came is some fun colors and not just boring grown-up shades like black and dark blue.)

Side effect of having a goal

Goals are helpful. We get things done when we have them.

And the side effect? By having a “to-do”, we automatically have a million “not do”s.

Goals provide focus. Instead of starting a new project every time I walk into my craft room, my goals last year helped me finish the ones I’d started. This year – no goal and the room is an explosion of fabric pieces in some stage of an uncompleted craft project.

Focus is tough. Without a goal, it’s impossible.

Photo by Patrick Hoesly. CC BY 2.0 license.

Knowing the why of the goal for 2012

So … goals for last year were met, unmet, changed, reconsidered, cursed – you name it. I did get all the books on my list read for the year. And am so happy to be back to our regularly random reading. I didn’t get all the quilts on my list done for the year. And am spending some time this year getting that done before moving to a new goal. I did meet my goals for my online business ventures. And am trying to figure out how to expand that to get more out of the same amount of work. I got off to a good start with my November challenge. And took a few things from that I’m trying to institute this year to help me meet other goals.

The big thing I learned with all the goals is that I don’t always consider the why in setting them. Well, I do sometimes, but along the way, discover I might not have laid the path in the right way to accomplish the why. So as I’ve considered my goals for 2012, I have come to a few basic “whys” to help me choose and plan my goals.

  • Learn new things
  • Improve on current knowledge or skill
  • Avoid pushing off to “some day”

From there, I had a long list. A long list. And I started questioning just why I wanted to do those particular things. On the one hand, I love to learn just about anything new, but there can be far better reasoning for choosing something to do than just that it’s new. I should require more motivation than that. So here’s my very specific list of things to accomplish this year.

New things to learn

  • Knitting – I need a new hand-work project I can carry places. Goal is to knit one proper, useful thing by the end of the year.
  • Quarterly topics – Choose one topic each quarter and read at least three books on it. Two I have in mind right now are stagecraft and physics. My list is far too long, so that’s all I’ve narrowed it down to so far.

Improve skills

  • Do a figure 8 on the bike – Worst part of the test for me and I have yet to ever do it within the tiny allotted space. A skill that shows great control over the bike so I plan to master it.
  • Adsense/analytics – Have got to get a better grasp on this to help with the money thing. I know I’m leaving money on the table because I can’t make these work for me like I’d like to. This is still a little vague as a goal, really. Need some specifics.

Today, not some day

  • Get CHL – Instructor assures me I can pass the test, but I’m anxious. But danged. I can shoot better than those bad guys as the beginning of the new Mission Impossible movie. How do you not hit the guy running in a straight line across the roof? Seriously. Anyway, hard and firm that I will be going for the certification this year.
  • Enter a quilt in the state fair – Baby step here as I tend to love my work but see so many flaws in it. Have until the end of July to get an entry in and then send in the quilt. Eventually want to enter a show, but right now, sticking with the fair.
  • Add art to my car – So many scratches and dings in poor Fiona. Time to bite the bullet, make some choice on color and get those stickers I’ve always wanted to put on there.
  • Paint the bike – I keep dithering on color, investment, blah, blah. It’s got to be painted because it has some lovely chips in the tank paint that can start rusting. Time to just commit already.

Bookpile: December 2011

Dah dum!!! I actually read all the books I had picked off the list. Yea me! Took some scrambling at the end trying to find a few, but I got them all and got them read. So ready to go back to just randomly reading for entertainment. Having a prescribed list has been harder than I expected.

* The Shadow of the Wind – Spain in the 1950s, and Daniel has just discovered a book called The Shadow of the Wind hiding among the stacks at the book cemetery. Turns out the book comes with a story of its own – author mysteriously dead, guy burning all copies of the books he can find. Daniel does more than just lose himself in this book as he attempts to uncover the real story of the author and the identity of the mystery burning man. It’s a compelling story, rather gothic at times, with a few memorable characters and quite a few twists and turns. A straight and directly told story it is not. Enjoyed it though.

* The Bean Trees: A Novel (P.S.) – It’s been a while since I read anything by Kingsolver, whom I tend to associate with books related to Native American characters. Which we kind of get, but really, our main characters here are transplants from Kentucky to Arizona. The main character gets an indian baby dropped in her lap (almost literally) as she goes through Oklahoma on her way west, a child she didn’t expect or want but ends up loving and fighting to keep. A really nice story that I’m surprised hasn’t been made into a movie yet given the way it highlights our many broken systems.

* Ashes in the Wind – Bah. A pedantic romance couched as historical fiction. And way, way, way too many threads going on here. It’s like she tried to squish a trilogy into one book, forcing us past obvious stopping points and on to yet another story branch. And with only minor nods to history along the way. Telling me where the rebel troops are at any point in time when it’s unrelated to our story doesn’t make for historical fiction. You get nothing much more than the fact rebels and Yankees don’t like each other (duh) by way of historical context. Anywhoo, I liked the two main characters and thought they deserved a far better story to be involved in.

* Paco’s Story: A Novel – It was short. That was good. Because the title might be Paco’s Story, but we spent a lot of time not with Paco. In fact, I’m not entirely sure I can tell you much about Paco. He’s a Vietnam vet who was the only surviving member of an explosion that took out an entire company. And it was a miracle he survived the blast, not to mention the time it took for help to arrive and medical treatments later. But we didn’t see enough of Paco before the tragedy to understand how it changed him, really. Not deeply anyway. He wasn’t anti-social before, but he was hardly some gregarious life-of-the-party type who becomes anti-social. I don’t know. I get what the author was trying to do, but I’m not entirely sure we got there. Then again, I’m kind of the choir on some of the points he was trying to make, so that might be why I was left a bit unsatisfied.

* Silence – It took me a while to figure out the title to this one, but we’re talking here about several different kinds of silence. It’s back in the 1600s, during the time when the Japanese kicked all the missionaries and foreigners out of the country. Not that it stops missionaries from going. The main character is one such, coming to bring succor to the Christians on the islands and search for a former teacher from the seminary who has reportedly repudiated his faith. It’s a time of torture and martyrdom and blind (and sometimes misplaced) faith. The silence of the title is mostly the missionary’s perception of God’s silence as his people suffer, but we also see the consequences of silence rather than repudiation as well as the need for silence about your faith in order to avoid the wrath of the government. An interesting look at a period of time often overlooked in books. And an interesting point to ponder about the lengths people will go to for faith, even if it’s faith in the wrong thing or in a misunderstood concept at best.

* The Lions of al-Rassan – Took a while to track this one down and in the course of doing so, I realized I had read another book by this author. One I really enjoyed, so I was looking forward to reading this one. And while it has its weak points, it fits into my love of long epic books with complicated politics and conflicted characters. (If frequently a smidge past believable.) Not quite sure if you could classify it as fantasy, given that there is not magic or non-humans involved, but it’s along those lines. Maybe more of a historical fantasy fiction. Kind of. Anyway, it’s basically the Iberian peninsula with warring factions frequently based on religious differences and men trying to grab and maintain power. (They’re the lions.) We have one group kind of like Muslims, one group kind of like Jews and one group kind of like Christians. And we have our zealots and fanatics and so forth. Surprise, the church is sending out a crusade. Oh, look at that, the desert warriors want to die in battle. And so forth. Very recognizable elements. Still, some interesting characters here all driving to that “can’t we all just get along” point. Battles, intrigues, ethical challenges to boot.

Stealing Jake – I got this for free for the Kindle ages ago and just discovered it’s only available as an ebook. Huh. Anyway, we’re in 1800s Illinois, starting in Chicago although most of the action takes place in the small town of Chestnut. Seems someone is shanghaiing street kids from Chicago, buying them off of the police officers arresting them for theft and shipping them (Literally. As in boxes.) off to Chestnut. In which town, we have Livvy, a former street kid now helping run an orphanage, and Jake, a former coal miner trying to save the farm by working as a policeman. A string of robberies are blamed on a gang of street kids, whom Livvy defends to Jake. In the course of uncovering the real culprits, they also uncover just what happened to the kids from Chicago and much danger and such ensues. Oh, and of course, Livvy and Jake fall in love. Really, it was an entertaining little story. Backgrounds unfold very slowly, like she couldn’t give you more than one piece of information a chapter. But overall, a nice read.

Sixteen Brides – Another free Kindle book, which I had downloaded so long ago, I had no idea just what it was. Seems we have 16 women, heading west on a train expecting to lay claim to their own homesteads. Only, they’ve been a little misled. OK, a lot misled. A few of them figure it out and refuse to continue on, choosing instead to just stay where they are in Plum Grove, Nebraska. From there, we have a prairie frontier story of determination and drive and of course, ensuing romances. Which threw a huge kink into plans that got completely ignored but bugged me. Anyway. I’ve always loved stories like Westward the Women (which I could swear I’ve seen on DVD, but maybe not). I find the guts and will and determination required of women heading west to be amazing, especially those going with little more resource than their own two hands and brains.

* The Magic of Ordinary Days: A Novel – Good grief, this one was hard to find. In book form at least. The movie was everywhere. A nice story set during the 40s in Colorado as WWII rages in Europe and the Pacific. We’ve got a woman in trouble thanks to a soldier now shipped off, a naive farmer willing to marry her, Japanese interns at a nearby camp who come to work the farm and German POWs right down the road. Nice look at how people choose to handle life when it doesn’t take the path you planned and what love can mean when you choose it.

Prime Time – Ugh. Old Sandra Brown romance. If you can call it romance. Just silly premise, unbelievable actions, manufactured conflict. Given no reason for these two to fall for each other or any reason to care. Left over from my mom’s collection and just a disappointing waste of time. Sigh.